I'm stalled. Nothing seems to be moving forward. Nothing is sliding back. There's not even any lateral motion. I'm just standing here (sitting here, slumping here...) I can't tell if I'm waiting for something to come along and happen to me. Or if I'm supposed to try to make things happen and just don't have the inertia right now.
I can see things happening around me. Certain members of my friends and family are going through things right now. I'm stalled by that, too. I want to help, but I can't. So I stand here.
I know in my heart this is just a pause-point in life. Later maybe. Perhaps tomorrow. Could be next week, I'll move again. For right now, though, here I am.
Feels like temporal constipation.